My grandma passed away today. Between 12 and 530 Eastern Standard. She was making noodles. I have no words. I am totally speechless. (For the most part.) I think this is what it would feel like if I lost my mom. But that was a different time and place, so this is a whole new pain. And I don't like it. I'll be back in a few days. I need to just go "be". Whatever that means.